messed
Tuesday, May 24, 20055:35 AM
it hurts to see to you
even more to sit beside you
knowing i can't have you
just rips my heart in two
are you that clueless
or maybe you just couldn't careless
the pain inside is endless
im already becoming senseless
stop the pulling and pushing
can't you hear me screaming
you're this so confusing
my emotions are overflowing
i guess you'll remain just where you are
not knowing who loved you from afar
i hope that'll leave a scar
on you, my shining star
you've got me messed
with your name on my desk
i've got to confess
you're a disaster at its best
you're my best nightmare
i love your confused stare
but do you even care
whether or not my spirit's there?
everytime you say goodbye
i wanna break down and cry
but i wonder if the tears that fall
are worthy of you at all
don't you know im just pretending
that im just hiding
these tears that i cry
behind these chocolate eyes
i need my emancipation
from this meaningless infatuation
im headed in no direction
with you as my source of inspiration
im sorry honey if i've put this too harshly
but lately you've been making me crazy
push me far away then pull me close to you
make up your mind now, whatcha gonna do?
creeping on the walls
waiting for your call
its a wonder i don't feel like a fool
when i scream your name out in school
the rain's beating down on my hair
then suddenly whipsers of my name fill the air
now when everything replays in full
maybe i was the one, who didn't have a clue...Labels: confusion, depressed, literature, puppy love, teenage life
say something,
say it RIGHT.
