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Tuesday, October 31, 20065:54 AM

hello to all the little people out there =] just here to let you know that xianing's in the process of being murdered and locked up and buried inside our closets and we'll only let her out if we feel like it... so any posts following this one would most likely be from us and not from that little pathetic soul...

by the way... its kimi destry and saito lebrun here =]

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zzz...
5:43 AM

hitting outta control
i cant take any more
you better start running
dont think you wanna stay for the show

i'll use my last bit of sanity to scrape out this warning for all you people around me... i'll probably be erratic, moodswingy, unreasonable, irritable and stuff of that sorts for this period of time... but you know what, i won't be sorry for it cos its not my fault ha hahee ha... ow headache again.............................................................................................................................................................

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MORE destressing (no it aint working actually ha)
Monday, October 30, 20065:24 AM

Your Inner Child Is Naughty
Like a child, you tend to discount social rules. It's just too much fun to break the rules! You love trouble - and it seems that trouble loves you. And no matter what, you refuse to grow up!


i've been a bad girl for a long time huh =X


You Are A Good Friend
You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!


awww really? i find that kinda hard to believe actually ha hahee ha~


You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut
You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun. You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life... Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut. To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.


oooh bring on the caramel!!! =]


Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.
You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.
In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.


really?


You Have Your Sarcastic Moments
While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.


i need to go on refresh courses on my sarcasm asap... like seriously...


You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.


i still think the percentages should've been reversed ha hahee ha...



You Are Vanilla Ice Cream
Your personality is anything but "vanilla". You're a risk taker, who's up for anything new. You go well with anyone and fit into any situation.
You are most compatible with rocky road ice cream.


yummy yummy... oh would'ja pour some caramel on that bowl of vanilla ice cream too? =]



Your Quirk Factor: 50%
You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it. Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them!


yayness =x


You Are 53% Grown Up, 47% Kid
You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature.You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.
ha hahee ha~ =X

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MORE self-entertainment
Friday, October 27, 200611:08 AM

Your Sloth Quotient: 67%
You're a pretty lazy person, and you relish in your own sloth.While being lazy does feel good, you're missing out on the really good parts of life that take a little work.

yeahs bring on the sloth-ness =]

Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

really meh? *ponders*

Your Inner Muse is Thalia
You are most like this playful muse of comedy. Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic. You make people laugh until their sides split. And you're always up for some play time!

maybe i should name my daughter Thalia...

Your Power Color Is Blue
Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

i seem to be related with many blue things...

You Are Ani Difranco!
Honest, real, and well liked. You're not limited by any boundaries."And you can call me crazy But I think you're as lazy as white paint on the wall"

funkiness =]]

Your Mood Ring is Light Blue
Emotions mixed
Unsettled
Cool

this so describes me please =]
You Are 35% Vain
Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all.You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.
i am NO vainpot =]

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Keeping myself entertained HA-
10:04 AM

You Are 56% Brutally Honest
Honesty is important to you, but generally, you try not to be brutal about it. You'll sugar coat the truth when you need to... and tell a white lie when necessary.

looks i have to work on my blatant-ness... =]
You Are 44% Cynical
Yes, you are cynical, but more than anything, you're a realist.You see what's screwed up in the world, but you also take time to remember what's right.
oh yeah thats so ME =]
Your Eyes Should Be Brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart
yes yes my eyes are already brown and im LOVING THEM =] im proud of my peepers =]
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
okay this is like mostly true ha hahee ha =]
Mocha Frappuccino
Hyper and driven, you'll take your caffeine any way you can get it. Frappuccinos are good, but you'd probably chew coffee beans in a crunch!
pass me a mocha frappuccino now! with caramel on the cream please! =]
You Are More Mild Than Wild
You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

and im proud of it =]

You Are a Seeker Soul

You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!).
Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas.
Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul
i'd say this is true too... to some extent...

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8:56 AM

You Are A Weeping Willow Tree
You are a dreamer, and you're into almost any kind of escapism. Restless and capricious, you love to travel to exotic places. You are easily influenced by others, as long as they don't pressure you. You tend to suffer in love until you find that one loyal, steadfast partner. An empathetic friend, you love to make others smile and laugh.

am i really like this? *ponders*
You Are 56% Open Minded
You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.
okay i kinda agree with this one =] finally =]

You Are: 30% Dog, 70% Cat

You and cats have a lot in common. You're both smart and in charge - with a good amount of attitude.However, you do have a very playful side that occasionally comes out!
MEOWS i want a kitty for christmas! =]
Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female. You think with your heart, not your head. Sweet and considerate, you are a giver. But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

hahax yayness =X

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Emo Quizzes
8:39 AM

Your EQ is 113

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!

51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.

71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.

91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.


hah i may be stupid intellectually but my EQ is otherwise =]

Your Depression Level: 68%
You seem to have moderate depression.Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life.You would benefit greatly from professional help.
i guess all those years of battling it quietly did help a lil =]

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.People crave your praise and complements.
am i really like that? cos i'd love to be just like that =]

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets. You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!
funkiness =]

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What Age Do You Act? (ha hahee ha)
Thursday, October 26, 20067:08 AM

You Are 17 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


to all those who think im super childish... IN YOUR FACE!!! =]

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Five Factor Personality
6:29 AM

Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have low conscientiousness.
Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.
Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.


am i really like this? *ponders*

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Bipolar Disorder?
5:51 AM

You Are 88% Bipolar
You have some serious ups and downs, maybe to the point of endangering your own life.Consult a doctor to see if you may truly have bipolar disorder.


die die let me die
let me curl up and die
stop the cycle of asking why
all the stupid tears i cry
bring me on another high
i can't take all these lies
die die let me die~


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DEPRESSION
Tuesday, October 24, 20065:08 AM

Symptoms:

-Persistent sad, anxious or "empty" mood
-Feelings of hopelessness, pessimism
-Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness (check)
-Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed, including sex
-Decreased energy, fatigue
-Difficulty concentrating, remembering and making decisions
-Insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping (check)
-Appetite and/or weight loss or overeating and weight gain
-Restlessness, irritability (check)
-Persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such as headaches, digestive disorders, and chronic pain
-Thoughts of death or suicide, suicide attempts (check... 5 for the record)
-Thoughts or talk of self-harm or harm to others (check)
-Giving away prized possessions or a sudden lifting of depressed mood (often indications that a decision about suicide has been reached)

forms of depression (like that thing itself isn't bad enough):

Major depression
-characterized by a combination of symptoms that interfere with the ability to work, study, sleep, eat, and enjoy once pleasurable activities. A disabling episode of depression like this may happen only once, but more commonly people experience several in a lifetime.

Dysthymia
-a less severe type of depression, involves long-term, chronic symptoms that are not disabling, but keep one from functioning well or feeling good. Many people with dysthymia also experience major depressive episodes at some time in their lives.

Bipolar disorder (also known as manic-depressive illness)
-not nearly as prevalent as other forms of depression. Characterized by cycling mood changes, the patient experiences severe highs (mania) and lows (depression). Sometimes the mood switches are rapid, but most often they are gradual. In the depressed cycle, an individual can have any or all of the symptoms of a typical depressive disorder. In the manic phase, he or she may be hyperactive, excessively talkative, and have a great deal of energy. (oh jia lat... im like this!!!)

Seasonal affective disorder (SAD)
-a major depression that occurs in the winter when the amount of sunlight is limited.

Postpartum depression
-occurs within four weeks of childbirth. Most new mothers suffer from some form of the "baby blues." Postpartum depression, in contrast, is major depression, thought to be triggered by changes in hormonal flows associated with having a baby.

Psychotic depression
-a rare form of depression characterized by delusions or hallucinations, such as believing you are someone you are not and hearing voices.

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TRAUMA
4:07 AM

what is it:

Recent research has revealed that emotional trauma can result from such common occurrences as an auto accident, the breakup of a significant relationship, a humiliating or deeply disappointing experience, the discovery of a life-threatening illness or disabling condition, or other similar situations. Traumatizing events can take a serious emotional toll on those involved, even if the event did not cause physical damage.

Regardless of its source, an emotional trauma contains three common elements:
-it was unexpected
-the person was unprepared
-there was nothing the person could do to prevent it from happening

It is not the event that determines whether something is traumatic to someone, but the individual's experience of the event. And it is not predictable how a given person will react to a particular event.

symptoms of emotional trauma:

physical:

-Eating disturbances (more or less than usual)
-Sleep disturbances (more or less than usual)
-Sexual dysfunction
-Low energy (sometimes)
-Chronic, unexplained pain

emotional:

-Depression, spontaneous crying, despair and hopelessness (check)
-Anxiety
-Panic attacks
-Fearfulness
-Compulsive and obsessive behaviors
-Feeling out of control (check)
-Irritability, angry and resentment (50% check)
-Emotional numbness (the other 50% check)
-Withdrawal from normal routine and relationships

cognitive:

-Memory lapses, especially about the trauma
-Difficulty making decisions
-Decreased ability to concentrate
-Feeling distracted (sometimes)

extreme symptoms:

Re-experiencing the trauma

-intrusive thoughts
-flashbacks or nightmares (check)
-sudden floods of emotions or images related to the traumatic event (check)

Emotional numbing and avoidance

-amnesia
-avoidance of situations that resemble the initial event
-detachment
-depression (check)
-guilt feelings
-grief reactions
-an altered sense of time

Increased arousal

-hyper-vigilance, jumpiness, an extreme sense of being "on guard"
-overreactions, including sudden unprovoked anger
-general anxiety
-insomnia (check... having it for AGES)
-obsessions with death (check)

Common personal and behavioral effects of emotional trauma:

-substance abuse
-compulsive behavior patterns
-self-destructive and impulsive behavior (check)
-uncontrollable reactive thoughts (check)
-inability to make healthy professional or lifestyle choices
-dissociative symptoms ("splitting off" parts of the self)
-feelings of ineffectiveness, shame, despair, hopelessness (check)
-feeling permanently damaged (check)
-a loss of previously sustained beliefs

Common effects of emotional trauma on interpersonal relationships:

-inability to maintain close relationships or choose appropriate friends and mates
-sexual problems
-hostility
-arguments with family members, employers or co-workers
-social withdrawal
-feeling constantly threatened (er i dunno... it does occur occasionally)


[okay i'll leave these symptoms to the people around me to decide ha hahee ha]

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STRESS
3:38 AM

physical symptoms:

-sleep disturbances
-back, shoulder or neck pain
-tension or migraine headaches (check)
-upset or acid stomach, cramps, heartburn, gas, irritable bowel syndrome
-constipation, diarrhea
-weight gain or loss, eating disorders (check)
-hair loss
-muscle tension
-fatigue (check)
-high blood pressure
-irregular heartbeat, palpitations
-asthma or shortness of breath (check)
-chest pain
-sweaty palms or hands
-cold hands or feet
-skin problems (hives, eczema, psoriasis, tics, itching) (check)
-periodontal disease, jaw pain
-reproductive problems
-immune system suppression: more colds, flu, infections
-growth inhibition

emotional symptoms:

-nervousness, anxiety
-depression, moodiness (check)
-“butterflies”
-irritability, frustration (check)
-memory problems
-lack of concentration (check)
-trouble thinking clearly (check)
-feeling out of control (check)
-substance abuse
-phobias
-overreactions

signs of acute stress:

-emotional distress (irritability, resentment, anger, anxiety, and depression) (check)
-muscular problems (tension headache, back pain, jaw pain, etc.)
-problems involving the stomach, gut, and bowels (heartburn, diarrhea, constipation, irritable bowel syndrome)

signs of episodic acute stress:

-are always rushing and always late
-take on too much and have "too many irons in the fire"
-feel over-aroused, short-tempered, anxious, and/or tense most of the time
-describe yourself as having "a lot of nervous energy" (check... well sorta...)
-have "worry wart" tendencies (focus on negative possibilities and anticipate crisis or disaster in most situations) (check)

health problems that result from stress:

-obesity
-heart disease
-cancer
-depression
-anorexia nervosa or malnutrition
-obsessive-compulsive or anxiety disorder (soon)
-substance abuse
-ulcers
-diabetes
-sexual abuse
-hyperthyroidism
-hair loss
-tooth and gum disease

(thankGod i dont have any of them... yet...)

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-Wonderful World-
3:01 AM

I've been down so low
People look at me and they know
They can tell something is wrong
Like I don't belong

Staring through a window
Standing outside, they're just too happy to care tonight
I want to be like them
But I'll mess it up again

I tripped on my way in
And got kicked outside, everybody saw...

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

Sometimes I feel so full of love
It just comes spilling out
It's uncomfortable to see I give it away so easily
But if I had someone I would do anything
I'd never, never, ever let you feel alone
I won't I won't leave you, on your own

But who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools, they let you down...

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

And I wish that I could make it better
I'd give anything for you to call me, or maybe just a little letter
Oh, we could start again

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

And I know that it's a wonderful world
I can't feel it right now
I got all the right clothes to wear
I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

And I know that it's a wonderful world
When you're with me...




-James Morrison-

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fscking funny please!!!
2:36 AM



oh tian this is so funny MORT DE RIRE ha hahee ha =]] i wanna see who the sexy teacher is!!! =]]

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oh tian
1:45 AM



argh zzz what the okay now i have this stupiiiiiid stupid stupid stupid rash thingie growing all over me damnit its super itchy and its pissing me off by the millisecond... finally went to the doc's yesterday and turns out i have this stupid chronic problem with my stupid skin cells...

apparently because cells have no brains, so they become stupid and start doing random things on their own accord such as releasing some bloody chemicals i dunno what, giving rise to my stupid rashes... and like hello must it appear at sucha crucial period??? my final week for mugging before i die and this happens... like thanks a whole bunch man cells... just when i thought that you guys were pretty cool things after learning about you in bio, you turn around and show me your ultimate stupidity... thank you for publicly displaying your idiocity... oh yeah the doc said it most likely is due to stress too like hello do i look stressed??? i think i play the most out of everyone around me can... all i do is laugh and play and joke and skip remedials, while everyone's mugging the brain juice outts themselves... i think im the least likely one who should be diagnosed with suffering from stress...

zzz anyways maybe i should be thankful for getting these stupid rashes cos if not for them, i wouldn't be here typing this completely nutty entry... i'd be at my cousins house praying to die instead... my entire family's gone out to ''spend time'' with my malaysian cousins who came down for the week and thank God for that please... i so cannot stand the noise of my own family, nor the noise of my cousins... needless to say their noises TOGETHER... hahax so yeah my family left me alone cos of my stupid rashes cos i told them no way was i gonna go out, itching and scratching looking like a freak... so they left me alone in peace YAY! =]

now i think the stupid meds have gotten my wires and screws up there completely messed up cos im all impatient and sad and moody and depressed and appetite-less... zzz is that how steroids make you feel? cos if they do i'd rather itch to death than moodswing every 5 minutes and become so stupid crying/screaming ''fsck off!'' machine... like seriously it is no fun at all...

zzz anyways im having a bloody headache now will go find something mindless to read and post ha hahee ha~ (suddenly i have the overwhelming urge to cry... save me...)


do me the favour people =]

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graduation continued again
Sunday, October 22, 200610:18 AM

this is the final pic that i took on graduation (well there's more but due to censorship... hahax sorry i aint gonna post them man! 4e1 peeps ask them from me if they want =])


ms tambunan and me (i miss her already)

okay so both of us may look really weird in this pic, but somehow this pic holds quite a lot of significance to me.

when she first came in, we were astounded by 2 things about her: her size (not trying to be mean here but yeah...), and her fluency in the english language. she came across as a very eccentric person to me. but overtime this aspect of her actually repelled me from her, cos i couldn't get onto the same wavelength as hers. i couldn't understand the reasons behind her doing certain actions, such as getting worked up over us not greeting her ''good morning'' properly with the right enthusiasm and attitude.

but soon i began to understand her eclectic wisdom. she is actually in fact, a person full of wisdom and values, morals and righteous beliefs. she overflows with interesting experiences and knowledge, ready to share it with us. she's a very caring teacher, who cares more than just the academic side of us. to her, the character-building that happens in school is more important. and i respect and agree with that. rather than how much time we spend studying, she is more concerned with our health and well-being. this is what i really call a teacher, an educator, a human.

she has touched my life, giving me better advice than what my parents could've possibly given. she has given me enough concern that i would've demanded or expected from a teacher. for this i give her my utmost respect. she has shared with me (us) her morals, values and beliefs that are right and supported in all ways. for this she has gained my admiration. she has given me a well-rounded education, of my academic, spiritual, psychological being. for this i look to her as my mentor. she has opened my eyes and perspective, teaching me to look at things at various planes of thinking. for this i give her my praise. for everything she's done, i want to thank her =]

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graduation continued
9:30 AM

okay here's more pics from graduation hahax~


siulong and zhixiang in a very 'natural' pose. zhixiang and siulong were complaining that the pic i took of them previously wasn't 'natural' enough. fine so when they were doing stupid stuff i took a candid pic of them lor lols. afterall candid is more 'natural' right? =]


4e1. we rock. go on. say it. admit it. WHAT IS THAT GEEVAN DOING TO MY TEDDY BEAR???


4e1 with mini mdm azizah and little-bo-peep ms lim =]


ACX and our personalised teddies


AXC with mini mdm azizah... can't believe im actually gonna miss her ='[




mrs loh our hero! [or rather heroine...] <3
group hug for mdm azizah! [wha kinda hard to spot her lehs hehex]


MACHX. love us.

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graduation
Saturday, October 21, 20062:27 AM

im really bored of studying not that i wanna slack at sucha crucial period but seriously if too much of a good thing is bad, how can too much of a bad thing (e.g. MUGGING) be any better right so yeahs here i am to blog... i was thinking of what to blog about and i just realised... i've yet to blog about one of the most significant days in my secondary school life... GRADUATION DAY. im such a doodoo head please...

anyways i won't be telling a long old great grandmother's story as i always do... this time i'll let the pictures do the story telling... as the saying goes "pictures say a thousand words." besides i think its more beautiful to use the images itself rather than use words to substitute them =]


ms lim gave use cute lil old-fashioned wooden pencils to use for our o level mcq questions cos she said its easier to shade the boxes with those wooden pencils... she even pasted the words ''use me for mqcs!'' on each pencil! so thoughtful huh? just before her lesson ended we screamed and shouted to take pics with her and our brand new pencils =]


paris hira the candy mama and me! heex i look spastic -.-''


yet another one of paris hira the candy mama and me... love her, love her candies =]


candid drey hahax =X


hi drey =]


silver/whitegold, diamond, gem


its open season for the vampires and vampire-wannabes


one in a million gem =]




gem and drey <3
hello =]


music and gem. part-time girlfriends -.-''


smile with us =]


we promote smiling and funkiness =]


sharity annabelle me


prom's cancelled. we're sad =[[


gem and whitegold


yw and me [the 2 shortiees]


rashminder imda aravin vishunu. look at that vishunu trying to act cool... and failing -.-''


weiqian don siulong zhixiang. look at that siulong. another one trying to act cool. i told him to move his head cos don was blocking it and he refused to move. see la the consequences of trying to act cool... and failing -.-''

(to be continued...)

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