Monday, May 07, 20078:36 AM
alrightey first and foremost, people who've already watched spiderman 3, SHUT UP! stop threatening to give out spoilers! its mean! >.< even ="P" color="#993300">instead of catching it as pre-planned, im doing it the un-routinely way. doing stuff the safe routine way is much easier for sure, but sometimes it gets overly mundane. and it can get killerly boring. to be trapped in a routine of neglect, frustration and desperation isnt exactly the best thing anyone would want to be stuck in. and in times like these, the best thing to do is to turn the tables on it/them and try to make the best out of life. even if it means breaking out and breaking free from all that used to be so familiar and comfortable with. for me, i have to. and i will.
"seasons come and seasons go"
change. there's always a need for change. i know im changing into a kind of person that most of the people around me think that would/could never turn into. oh well. there's a time for everything, even change. so yeah im getting a lil outrageous now, all the talk of scandals and alcohol and clubbing... awwwh dont get freaked out i'll still be the same old me when it comes to friends =D but......
and and its not that im unfaithful, or that im seeking self-justification for my actions, "straight satisfying" myself either with this entry. its just that i keep feeling very confused and frustrated with myself and things around me lately, i guess changing under all these is just seeming to help me feel better. so yeah dont
blame me entirely. oh well.
some've said they've seen it coming. others say they knew it way beforehand. some ask "what the heck took you so long???". then some say "tell me when its done". oh well. it'll happen. the main matter is
Labels: depressed, frustration, teenage life
say it RIGHT.