whatsername
justa normalgirl
18teen and exasperated straightlyher
would crave for [tequilasunrise] or [anyfruitycocktail] in times of depression or upsetness
or craftwork & literature, depending
erratic and admitting it :p
Delectable Martini Chocolates ;
caramellic
mooooovies^
sprees of silliness musicology
chocoholic. BIG TIME
DONUTSSS!!!
appley pies~ swing swings dance dance
photographica
laughter loving
makeup-o-matic
love seeking no more
give it some time to load. toggle around with the buttons, that might actually help the loading process (and your boredom). turn up your speakers. if you're not gonna stay here for my entries, im pretty sure you will, for the music :D and the fortune cookie too :p
i have forgotten what it's like to be wanted and needed i have forgotten what it's like to be concerned and caring i have forgotten what it's like to feel surrounding emotions i have forgotten what it's like to have an urge or craving i have forgotten what it's like to have motivation, a target, a goal of any kind. i have forgotten what it's like to control tearswhen they fall i have forgotten what it's like to "smile through it all" i have forgotten what it's like to be selfless i have forgotten what it's like to be mindful of others i have forgotten what it's like to have determination i have forgotten what it's like to be excited over something i have forgotten what it's like to be full of energy i have forgotten what it's like to suffer from happiness i have forgotten what it's like to be on a hyper high i have forgotten what it's like to be enchanted by ideas i have forgotten what it's like to go crazy with friends i have forgotten what it's like to be sarcastic in all manners i have forgotten what it's like to enjoy food. i have forgotten what it's like to "live for the moment" i have forgotten what it's like to do crazy things i have forgotten what it's like to have an emotional soft spot i have forgotten what it's like to go to sleep smiling i have forgotten what it's like to take comfort in nature i have forgotten what it's like to be amused by the silliest of things i have forgotten what it's like to give a kind remark, or a compliment i have forgotten what it's like to confide in a person freely, without having to hidemy real emotions and thoughts. i have forgotten what it's like to have someone by my side physically, partly emotionally but probably mostly.
i have forgotten what it's like to laugh, smile, giggle, jump, chatter, scream... i have forgotten what it's like to be me,
