whatsername
justa normalgirl
18teen and exasperated
straightly her
would crave for [tequilasunrise] or [anyfruitycocktail] in times of depression or upsetness
or craftwork & literature, depending
erratic and admitting it :p



caramellic
mooooovies^
sprees of silliness
musicology
chocoholic. BIG TIME
DONUTSSS!!!
appley pies~
swing swings
dance dance
photographica
laughter loving
makeup-o-matic
love seeking no more


animals are the love, esp PENGUINS





carmen
fefe
james
joan
kenneth
melody
sawwah
shitzuRAH
tabss
tina
yiwenn

myARTSYthingies
TILATEQUILA
TILA'S HOTSPOT


*she reads-
XIAXUE



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Monday, January 07, 20084:36 AM

i have forgotten what it's like
to be wanted and needed
i have forgotten what it's like
to be concerned and caring
i have forgotten what it's like
to feel surrounding emotions
i have forgotten what it's like
to have an urge or craving
i have forgotten what it's like
to have motivation, a target, a goal
of any kind.
i have forgotten what it's like
to control tears when they fall
i have forgotten what it's like
to "smile through it all"
i have forgotten what it's like
to be selfless
i have forgotten what it's like
to be mindful of others
i have forgotten what it's like
to have determination
i have forgotten what it's like
to be excited over something
i have forgotten what it's like
to be full of energy
i have forgotten what it's like
to suffer from happiness
i have forgotten what it's like
to be on a hyper high
i have forgotten what it's like
to be enchanted by ideas
i have forgotten what it's like
to go crazy with friends
i have forgotten what it's like
to be sarcastic in all manners
i have forgotten what it's like
to enjoy food.
i have forgotten what it's like
to "live for the moment"
i have forgotten what it's like
to do crazy things
i have forgotten what it's like
to have an emotional soft spot
i have forgotten what it's like
to go to sleep smiling
i have forgotten what it's like
to take comfort in nature
i have forgotten what it's like
to be amused by the silliest of things
i have forgotten what it's like
to give a kind remark, or a compliment
i have forgotten what it's like
to confide in a person freely,
without having to hide my real emotions and thoughts.
i have forgotten what it's like
to have someone by my side
physically, partly emotionally
but probably mostly.


i have forgotten what it's like
to laugh, smile, giggle, jump, chatter, scream...
i have forgotten what it's like
to be me,

it seems...

Labels: depressed, frustration, teenage life

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