this is getting weird...
Wednesday, November 08, 20065:50 AM
okay like first i had these voices in my head... they just sorta came from nowhere and started talking to me about stuff i never dreamt or thought of... they talk to me, frustrate me at times, keep me amused, freak me out a lil sometimes, keep me company, are there for me when i need them (well sometimes... sometimes they aren't there just when i need them =[)... yeah you get the picture... its fun... i laugh at/with them, debate with them, talk to them... yeah its not bad... but having 3 different people with different characters all in my head really gets to me... but it's all good... i've learnt to get used to it and embrace this whole thing ha~ some of you guys may have already been (rudely) introduced to them... yup they're kimi and saito.
okay intro: kimi is the nicer, more girly/feminine, more polite, sweeter, more studious one. any nice words or comments that i randomly type out to you, yeap it's from kimi... she's always asking about the well-being of people and stuff... don't ask me why please...
and yes. dear saito. she's the edgier, rougher, rockier, more rude/unreserved, more heck-care-please-get-lost-if-you-intend-to-irritate-me one. any rough/rude words or comments that i randomly type out to you, no prizes for guessing, would be from saito... of course yeah i'll apologize on her behalf okay? so yup people, do get used to them... cos i have a feeling they'll be around for quite some time...
and today... SINGING CHIPMUNK VOICES. in my head. oh please of all the random weird strange bizarre totally lamefied ultra unanswererable things... WHY CHIPMUNK VOICES??? -.-'' its like having a whole choir of singing chips and dales up in my head... and no it aint cute at all... sure chip and dale are cute... but a whole choir of them? SINGING??? sorry but i really do beg to differ... it aint cute till you get it in your head man... and for goodness sakes, of all the wonderful times to hit me with this, it had to come during the exam. the english gce o level comprehension exam. LIKE HELLO. i need to get a stupid a for this subject, and to get that i need total concentration and focus. and singing chipmunk voices DO NOT fit the bill of things that encourage concentration during an exam -.-'' and i was already having a bad headache. then the voices of singing chipmunks. oh the wonder of it. -.-'' its like really stupid. you know how when those people in shows receive enlightenment and stuff, then bright light will shine down from the heavens and angels start singing songs and stuff. well that happened to me. except that my angels were CHIPMUNKS. SINGING. and you roughly know how chipmunk voices are like. IMAGINE A WHOLE CHOIR OF THEM. tian... i really didn't know whether to laugh, freak out or totally just break down and cry, cos i was already wanting to cry from the first paper which was composition...
zzz anyways its over. i haven't heard them after that, or for the rest of the day. hopefully it won't come back again tomorrow especially during the exam. PLEASE. like zzz... tian ar...Labels: exams, frustration, stress, teenage life
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ha hahee ha
Sunday, November 05, 20065:54 AM
hahax okay today was like super funny... not to poke fun at those people who stand around and ask passer-bys to do surveys, but sometimes it just really is kinda amusing =]
so i was gonna go into this shop at woodlands station to buy some essential stationery like RULERS for tomorrow's all important MATH exam... just like 5metres away from the entrance of the shop, this survey guy comes up to me and asks me where im studying now. so i said "christchurch secondary". then he was like "sec 4? taking o's?" and i just nodded my head. then he was all like "tomorrow's math right?and you're still out here shopping? wha very confident ar?" i just freaked out and went like "NO! im gonna buy stationery for the exam tomorrow! i don't have a ruler!!!" the guy just laughed and let me off, wishing me all the best so nice of him =]
so i went into the shop and i was like totally disgusted. i mean they have like practically almost everything there, except for stinking PLASTIC RULERS!!! like hello they're such an essential in the modern world thankyou very much =] hope they get the memo... like okay fine they had metal rulers but they're so hard to use and are probably used best for whacking people on the head or something -.-''
so fine if i couldn't find stuff at that puny lil shop, then i'll most probably find it at popular ha~ as i was walking into causeway point, this other survey guy stationed at the entrance walked up to me and asked me the same old question "where are you studying at?" and my usual honest reply "christchurch secondary". the guy asked me if i was taking my o's and i said yeah, and he let me off with another "all the best for the o's"... guess they're not such bad people after all =] but you know what? if i flop my math and social studies papers... i'll know who to find HA HAHEE HA~
hahax i bought like 2 rulers from popular, a protractor and a cute pingu template to draw this cute cartoon penguin =] i have absolutely NO idea why on earth i bought the last one especially since it has absolutely NO RELATION to my math exam, but it was cute =] and it only costed me 50cents =]
so i was walking back to the bus interchange and (another) one of the survey guys came up to me (again)... he asked me in freaking chinese where i was studying and i told him "christchurch secondary" (again)... then he asked me something in chinese, and i thought he was asking whether i was taking my o's this year, but he wasn't. then he said something again, and this time i thought he was asking which class i was in, but again he wasn't. then he asked me (in chinese) if mr chow was still around and i said yup, and he gave me a totally shocked look lols... so turns out he was asking about the TEACHERS... hahax so that guy was a senior from christchurch! *shock horror mortification* he was kinda cute, a lil like a hong junyang lookalike, but too bad he speaks chinese (gosh like hong junyang too zzz lammmmee) sad sad...
hahax so i walked on and near the escalator down to the bus interchange, i pratically predicted that this other survey guy would approach me, and he did lols =] he asked me where i was studying at (again) and i gave him the same old answer that i've been giving his other pals: "christchurch secondary school". and this time i got a different reaction (finally!) "what? you mean you're not 18???" i just smiled and nodded, then walked off. can't remember if he wished me good luck for my o's too ha hahee ha =] but oh well aint it amusing? i didn't know formal wear makes you look older ha~
anyways gotta get going now... gotta revise for mad math and sucky social studies... zzz i wish ss wasn't created =[[ really i do =[[ Labels: exams, funny, street life, teenage life
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so screwed
Tuesday, August 29, 20066:34 AM
okayy like i am so dead... i just flushed the easiest parts of my prelims down the toilet and into the sewer... just great...
hmmm lets see... chem/bio pracs were on like 25th of this month (did i rmb correctly???), friday... well obviously i didn't study much for chem cos the whole list of cations, anions & gases r given to you so no point wasting my precious brain cells over it when i can use it for something better right? so yeah i studied pretty well for bio prac instead =]
well guess what? surprise surprise IM STILL GONNA FLOP BOTH PRACTICALS!!! like for chem... i heated the stupid blue crystals n this smelly yellowish-brown gas came out... tested it with blue litmus n it turned it red... okayy so the results weren't as exact as expected but yeah its lab stuff we're talking here its bound to be a lil screwed in one way or another lols... so i just estimated n the closest answer i could get was chlorine gas... guess what? the answer was NITROGEN DIOXIDE. like hello we've never done the test for that gas before! how would we freakin know???
n bio... it was THE BEST. seriously. our dear teacher kept giving us hints to study for food tests n plant related stuff... so obviously we'd mug n focus like crazy for them right? in the end what came out was the most unexpected thing: the EYE. for goodness sakes. the EYE. its so NOT related to the stuff she hinted at us to study for... well obviously food tests came out... its like as ESSENTIAL for bio pracs... ugh but i still cant get over the eye thing... my tutor n i were going thru the entire bio textbook n covering every single practical we could do... when it came to the chapter on the eyes, my tutor n i were laughing our heads off cos it seemed too weird n ridiculous to do... man the irony of life... -.-''
sighs my dear darling english prelims... even better still... screwed it all up down left right centre... i didnt write the addresses for the letter-writing component cos the reciepient was the sch principal, n i was supposed to be writing on behalf of my cca... so obviously if i were to write it on their behalf i'd write it in sch so we can discuss it, n just pop it into the principal's office right? what for write stupid addresses??? -.-'' its common-sensical...
n my composition... oh my... i hope ms tambunan's the one marking it... i dunno why but i'd just rather her mark it any day... i wrote on a topic thats so open i probably went over the line a lil bit... it was those kinda one-word topics that u can expand from n it was 'freedom'... yeah thats it just 'freedom'. i crapped on n on n even dragged stuff like perspective n irony in... man the worse thing is that though i like to deal with stuff like that, but to use it in an essay is like so wrong... i wonder what ms tambunan will make of it...
n my beloved comprehension n summary writing... another gone case... the passage on its own was kinda hard to deduce answers from... then i got this headbangingly hurting headache which later on affected my vision... i couldn't think properly n had this weird urge to puke... my shoulder blades n back began to hurt n i couldn't breathe properly... i started to perspire n stop every 5 mins then start again n it was so super irritating... ughs hope my compre n summary come out okay despite all that crap...
sighs oh well gotta go cos dad's making so much noise n its making my head hurt even more than it already is... all the best to me n 4e1 for our remaining prelims =/Labels: exams, frustration, school life, stress
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freaking out
Thursday, August 10, 200610:10 AM
oh hahax thank you fedora yeo [i forgot your chinese name lols] oh-so much for reminding me that tmr is the day that i get my chinese o level results back... yeah thanks so much babe -.-'' like how could i forget???
tmr i get an o level result back, take an o level result, and its cs's birthday as well... poor baby >.<
n the darn english oral exam... im like the 12th person n the last!!! so i have to like wait for the 11 people before me to freak out before i can freak out?!? n i have to watch everybody get fired at before i can get shot at cos im last in the firing line?!? ughs so unfair... the list doesnt seem to be in alphabetical order cos people with names starting with 'T' or even further down the alphabet r infront of me!!! *screams* no fair!!! n cs is like 2nd in line... argh n i wanted to celebrate her birthday with her... why must tmr be so crappy??? =[ RARHS
oh yes n to my dear mummy LeeCheeSan HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO YOU =] happie sweet16 (if you consider the year you take your o's sweet) n look out for a birthday bash tmr... just in case =] so yeahs i still love u mum even though you're like a year OLDER now n thanks for going shopping with me yesterday! so loved it! <3>
n to everybody getting their results back tmr, hope for the best =] n to those taking the english orals tmr as well, all the best >.<
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oooooooo.... o.O''
Tuesday, May 24, 20055:51 AM
oh no... i think life would be so much easier without report cards and exams... sighs... imma sad sad sad human bean living on this earth... could someone be kind enough to take me out for some watering and sunshine? cos the exams and its results are killing me le... hahax man this june holiday's gonna suck big time... excuse my early stages of verbal diarrhoea... sighs...Labels: depressed, exams, stress, teenage life
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MBTF
Saturday, May 21, 20055:46 AM
sighs yes yes... imma sad human living on this earth...
::math I:: 16/40
::math II:: 11/50
grandtotal: 27/90
::chem I:: 17/?
::chem II:: 31/?
grandtotal: 48/70
::bio I:: 14/?
::bio II:: 34.5/?
grandtotal: 48.5/70
::eng II:: 34/50
(eng I ain't back... dunno if it's coming back even...)Labels: exams, teenage life
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diie... [2]
Tuesday, March 08, 20057:03 AM
::social studies-12/20::
::geography- 25/40::
::chiineese-40/50::
now i have to sign that darned math paper of a failure [liike miie... urgghhsss...] i am so gonna get it... urgghhsss... and i want my roches!!! and i want 'em now!!! Labels: depressed, exams, teenage life
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diie...
Monday, March 07, 20055:02 AM
::literature-26/40::
::chemistry-13/25::
::biology-9/25::
::math-1/20::
i can't remember anything else... not like i want to anyway...Labels: depressed, exams, teenage life
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lardeedarrss-
Tuesday, March 01, 20055:19 AM
hmmmx... math tuition wasn't that all bad... but im gonna flunk my whole CT! the one passable paper? English. i hope... didn't finish social studies, didn't rily finish literature, and chiineese? need i say more? urghhss... and i have math tmr..! tell me i have a right to cry...
*[[im in no mood now...]]*Labels: depressed, exams, teenage life
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