so anyways after that night i had to immediately change the settings on my blog on myspace. just in case they access it you know... so like yeahs only the friends that i have on myspace now can read my blog... sorry! >.<>Labels: angst, frustration, myspace.com, teenage life
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myspace =]]
Wednesday, November 15, 200610:13 AM
hey just to let you all know i have a new blog on my space go on and have a look at www.myspace.com/caramelledsummers then just slowly play around with the links and you'll get there =] no don't worry im not gonna delete this precious bloggie of mine... siao ar... its just that i wanna have a feel of other blog hosts and stuff like that so yeah i decided to try out myspace hee =] i'll still post some stuff here occasionally but the main rantings will be at the myspace account =] im still a noob at the whole myspace stuff so yeah pardon me *innocent look*Labels: myspace.com
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CHRISTMAS QUIZZES!
Monday, November 13, 20064:45 AM
Your Christmas Song Is HAPPY CHRISTMAS WAR IS OVER |
And so this is xmas
For weak and for strong
For rich and the poor ones
The world is so wrong
You would gladly give up all of your material
Christmas gifts...
If it meant peace for a few more people |
You Are Socks! |
 Cozy and warm... but easily lost. You make a good puppet. |
oei what's that supposed to mean??? Your Christmas is Most Like: A Charlie Brown Christmas |
 Each year, you really get into the spirit of Christmas. Which is much more important to you than nifty presents. |
You Are a Traditional Christmas Tree |
 For a good Christmas, you don't have to re-invent the wheel. You already have traditions, foods, and special things you bring out every year. |
Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With a Puppy |
 Well - one cute, soft, cuddly puppy... And a very soiled Christmas stocking. |
but i want a kitty for christmas!!!
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quiztime!
2:51 AM
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking |
 You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language |
thank you very much i've been considering philosophy/psychology in recent days =]
| You Should Be a Song Writer |
 You have the ability to evoke emotion, tell a story, and hook someone... In a very small amount of words, perhaps with some deft rhyming. Even if you can't write music, you can sure write compelling lyrics. Lyrics so good, people will have them stuck in their heads! |
okay i'll go practice soon!!! =]]
| You Are 28% Paranoid Schizophrenic |
 You're pretty grounded, though you have your occasional paranoid moments. Just make sure to ignore those voices in your head! |
then what's gonna happen to kimi and saito???
| You Date Like a Woman |
 According to studies on dating, you date like a woman. You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling.
A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you. And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off.
You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky.You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit. |
what can i say? i am a female!
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
 Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
Your Career Type: Artistic |
 You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor - Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer - Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. |
thankyou for confirming my suspicions =]
| You Communicate With Your Ears |
 You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod. |
| You Are 44% Impulsive |
 You're quite impulsive, but you never are reckless. You qualify as a very spontaneous person, but you still know how to honor your commitments. And while responsibility doesn't come easy to you, having fun does! |
yayness =]
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PENGUIN!
1:32 AM
i'll find more penguin pictures later =]] hee...
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im super bored
1:10 AM
zzz now i feel too lazy to get up on my feet and go to the mall... sheesh this lethargic-ness is killing me ha~
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im bored
12:28 AM
okay people im like really absolutely horribly terribly fantastically wretchedly undescribably BORED. and i mean seriously bored. i'd go shopping now but it looks like its gonna rain. AGAIN. like zzz...
and i aint lying...
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killtime II
Sunday, November 12, 200610:08 AM
1. EVER HAD A BESTEST BEST FRIEND?
` oh yeahs still have her =]
2. WILL YOU EVER MARRY SOMEONE WHOM AINT LOYAL TO YOU?
` cos not. then what for get married???
3. STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOUR EX?
` NO.
4. DO YOU LIKE THE FEELING OF BEING LOVED?
` duh~ =]
5. HAVE YOU EVER HATED SOMEONE REALLY MUCH?
` hated? i wouldnt use that word... more of resented.
6. WILL YOU CRY IF YOU SAW SOMEONE DIED?
` most probably yes. even if i didnt know that person. its just sad.
7. DO YOU STILL WATCH CARTOONS?
` YEAH!!!
8. PREDICT IF IT WILL RAIN TODAY?
` its kinda like too dark now to predict...
9. CALLING ANYONE NOW?
` no. but i want to later =]
10. WHO DO YOU WISH TO CALL NOW OR WILL CALL YOU NOW?
` my boy =]
11. ANY PROGRAMMES TONIGHT?
` the rotting of xn part (XII)
12. ANY SPECIAL ACTIVITIES NEXT WEEK?
` next week? hmmm... THE END OF O LEVELS! TRIP TO VIVOCITY! family roadtrip to port dickson and malacca *urghh*
13. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR THE WHOLE DAY YESTERDAY?
` slept till 1pm, played comp, then slept again till 7pm, spaced out, bathed, did 3 years' worth of bio/chem mcqs. oh ya... the rotting of xn part (XI)
14. ATE ANYTHING YET?
` chewing on gum currently.
15. LISTENING TO ANY SONGS?
` nope zzz...
16. BOUGHT ANYTHING LATELY?
` how about today's lunch? bread -.-"
17. HOW MANY SAVINGS DO YOU HAVE?
` hahax i dunno =X
18. WHAT THING SLEEPS WITH YOU EACH AND EVERY NIGHT?
` my PENGUINS!!! my handphone =]
19. DID YOU GO ANYWHERE YESTERDAY?
` nope. zzz...
20. WILL YOU BREAK UNDER CONSTANT PRESSURE?
` depends... its a 50-50 chance...
21. ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND'S BOYFRIEND?
` NO. thats plain weird...
22. IS HE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
` NO.
23. DO YOU KISS AND TELL?
` NO. why should i? =]
24. WILL YOU BACKSTAB BACK A FRIEND WHOM JUSTBACKSTABBED YOU?
` depends... there's always the liability.
25. EVER MADE OUT WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND'S FRIEND AND HOPE HE DOESN'T FIND OUT?
` NO. thats gross. and plain dishonest.
26. PAID SOMEONE MONEY TO MAKE SOMEONE JEALOUS?
` i aint that low.
27. BEEN SO PROUD THAT YOU WALK WITH YOUR HEAD HIGH UP IN THE CLOUDS?
` nah. im not even tall enough to reach the clouds.
28. DO YOU HAVE DISNEY CHANNEL OR CABLE AT HOME?
` yeah!
29. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST NOW?
` MACHX. the filipino kids. fehoney. my boy =]
30. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST NEWS THAT HAPPENED TO THE ONE YOU MISS RIGHT NOW?
` er... for me to keep to myself, for you to try and pry it outta me =]
31. WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW?
` doing this quiz thingamajig...
32. HOW MANY BAGS DO YOU HAVE?
` quite a lot. but i intend to buy more =]
33. WEAR SANDALS MORE OR SNEAKERS?
` sneakers. more confortable for me to run jump hop do crazy things in =]
34. WHAT DAY IS IT TODAY?
` sunday. 12nov o6
35. WHAT TIME IS IT?
` 23:22
JUST ANSWER YES OR NO.- IF THE DAY BEFORE THE DAY AFTER THE DAY BEFORETODAY WAS HOTTER THAN THE DAY AFTER THE DAY BEFORETODAY, WAS THE DAY BEFORE TODAY HOTTER THAN TODAY?
` yes or no. you said to answer yes or no!!! >.<Labels: personality, quizzes, randominity
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killtime
9:15 AM
Type the FIRST THING CAME INTO MIND when you heard these 40 words (don't spend time thinking - just your gut reaction please):
1.Cigarette:
`stinky.
2. friends:
`love them.
3.Relationships:
`occasionally complicated.
4. Sleep:
`boring.
5. Power rangers:
`lame.
6. Marijuana:
`pot.
7. Crack:
`huh.
8. Food:
`yummy.
9. Love:
`essential.
10. War:
`useless.
11. Car:
`FERRARI. =]
12. Gas Prices:
`getting more expensive.
13. Halloween:
`trick or treat!
14. Bon Jovi:
`rocker who rocks.
15. Religion:
`a need.
16. MySpace:
`zzz...
17.Worst fear:
`dying a terrible death.
18. Marriage:
`wedding!~
19.Fashion:
`clothing.
20. Brunettes:
`i like =]
21. Aliens:
`freakyy
22: Work:
`i wanna try! =]
23: Past time:
`spacing out.
24: Football:
`world cup.
25: One night stands:
`stupid.
26: Pet Peeve:
`too many to list at a go.
27. Pixie Stix:
`huh. sounds bimbotic and kiddy ha~
28. Vanilla Ice Cream:
`needs caramel syrup to make it yummy.
29. Mirror:
`damn i see my ugly face again...
30: High school:
`musical.
31: Pajamas:
`kiddy.
32. Wood:
`rainforest o.O''
33. Surfing:
`australia =D
34. Pictures:
`wonderful memories.
35. First Love:
`cuts the deepest.
36. Studies:
`so whatever. like seriously.
37. Feelings:
`unpredictable.
38. Music:
`universal =]
39. Time:
`flies by in front of your eyes.
40. Graduation:
`a mixture of sadness and happiness HA~Labels: personality, quizzes, randominity
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your [my] reactions...
8:34 AM
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
- cos i aint like this.
I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
- oh really? that was slow...
LEAVE HER ALREADY. YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME
- her? who her? what her?
COME ON. SMILE. YOURE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT
- and you're pathetic when you ask me to do that.
PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO
- sure... but whether even half of them are right is another matter.
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU
- how much do i have to pay you for saying that?
WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
- why do you waste your brain cells thinking of such strange stuff?
I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
- with you? it'll be worse than a concert man...
YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
- i know im special. i didnt need you to tell me such backdated info you know.
I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
- like telling me how clumsy you are will actually give me a good impression of you. sheesh.
I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
- then dont. ha~
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST ARENT HIM
- i am no him you dummy. what were you thinking all this while???
WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
- starts with a 9, has 8 digits and thats all im gonna say.
CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
- sure have it. in fact you can have it ALL to yourself. and i'll help you clear out the dancefloor.
MAY I ESCORT YOU?
- whatever for? is you presence gonna make a great big positive difference in my life?
YOU STILL LOVE HER TILL NOW
- wait you still haven't told me who she is!!!
YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING I WANTED
- but you were nothing nothing that i wanted...
WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES
- when you need them. and when i don't need them. which won't really happen till i die you LOSER.
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this is getting weird...
Wednesday, November 08, 20065:50 AM
okay like first i had these voices in my head... they just sorta came from nowhere and started talking to me about stuff i never dreamt or thought of... they talk to me, frustrate me at times, keep me amused, freak me out a lil sometimes, keep me company, are there for me when i need them (well sometimes... sometimes they aren't there just when i need them =[)... yeah you get the picture... its fun... i laugh at/with them, debate with them, talk to them... yeah its not bad... but having 3 different people with different characters all in my head really gets to me... but it's all good... i've learnt to get used to it and embrace this whole thing ha~ some of you guys may have already been (rudely) introduced to them... yup they're kimi and saito.
okay intro: kimi is the nicer, more girly/feminine, more polite, sweeter, more studious one. any nice words or comments that i randomly type out to you, yeap it's from kimi... she's always asking about the well-being of people and stuff... don't ask me why please...
and yes. dear saito. she's the edgier, rougher, rockier, more rude/unreserved, more heck-care-please-get-lost-if-you-intend-to-irritate-me one. any rough/rude words or comments that i randomly type out to you, no prizes for guessing, would be from saito... of course yeah i'll apologize on her behalf okay? so yup people, do get used to them... cos i have a feeling they'll be around for quite some time...
and today... SINGING CHIPMUNK VOICES. in my head. oh please of all the random weird strange bizarre totally lamefied ultra unanswererable things... WHY CHIPMUNK VOICES??? -.-'' its like having a whole choir of singing chips and dales up in my head... and no it aint cute at all... sure chip and dale are cute... but a whole choir of them? SINGING??? sorry but i really do beg to differ... it aint cute till you get it in your head man... and for goodness sakes, of all the wonderful times to hit me with this, it had to come during the exam. the english gce o level comprehension exam. LIKE HELLO. i need to get a stupid a for this subject, and to get that i need total concentration and focus. and singing chipmunk voices DO NOT fit the bill of things that encourage concentration during an exam -.-'' and i was already having a bad headache. then the voices of singing chipmunks. oh the wonder of it. -.-'' its like really stupid. you know how when those people in shows receive enlightenment and stuff, then bright light will shine down from the heavens and angels start singing songs and stuff. well that happened to me. except that my angels were CHIPMUNKS. SINGING. and you roughly know how chipmunk voices are like. IMAGINE A WHOLE CHOIR OF THEM. tian... i really didn't know whether to laugh, freak out or totally just break down and cry, cos i was already wanting to cry from the first paper which was composition...
zzz anyways its over. i haven't heard them after that, or for the rest of the day. hopefully it won't come back again tomorrow especially during the exam. PLEASE. like zzz... tian ar...Labels: exams, frustration, stress, teenage life
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Colorgenics - Your personal profile
Tuesday, November 07, 20062:42 AM
At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.
You are not be feeling so good at this time. Everything seems to be getting on top of you. What you need is a rest from all of the the present trials and tribulations in peaceful surroundings and with someone - male or female, it doesn't really matter - who can really understand you and appreciates your needs.
You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.
Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.
In the past your trusting attitude has often been misunderstood and so you have needed to protect yourself against your tendency to be abused and taken advantage of. As a consequence you possibly adopt an aloof and critical attitude and you are only willing to let your guard down once sincerity and trustworthiness can be assured.
[i'd say 75-85% of this is pretty true]
you can try it at http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm if you want... kinda interesting...Labels: personality, quizzes, randominity
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ha hahee ha
Sunday, November 05, 20065:54 AM
hahax okay today was like super funny... not to poke fun at those people who stand around and ask passer-bys to do surveys, but sometimes it just really is kinda amusing =]
so i was gonna go into this shop at woodlands station to buy some essential stationery like RULERS for tomorrow's all important MATH exam... just like 5metres away from the entrance of the shop, this survey guy comes up to me and asks me where im studying now. so i said "christchurch secondary". then he was like "sec 4? taking o's?" and i just nodded my head. then he was all like "tomorrow's math right?and you're still out here shopping? wha very confident ar?" i just freaked out and went like "NO! im gonna buy stationery for the exam tomorrow! i don't have a ruler!!!" the guy just laughed and let me off, wishing me all the best so nice of him =]
so i went into the shop and i was like totally disgusted. i mean they have like practically almost everything there, except for stinking PLASTIC RULERS!!! like hello they're such an essential in the modern world thankyou very much =] hope they get the memo... like okay fine they had metal rulers but they're so hard to use and are probably used best for whacking people on the head or something -.-''
so fine if i couldn't find stuff at that puny lil shop, then i'll most probably find it at popular ha~ as i was walking into causeway point, this other survey guy stationed at the entrance walked up to me and asked me the same old question "where are you studying at?" and my usual honest reply "christchurch secondary". the guy asked me if i was taking my o's and i said yeah, and he let me off with another "all the best for the o's"... guess they're not such bad people after all =] but you know what? if i flop my math and social studies papers... i'll know who to find HA HAHEE HA~
hahax i bought like 2 rulers from popular, a protractor and a cute pingu template to draw this cute cartoon penguin =] i have absolutely NO idea why on earth i bought the last one especially since it has absolutely NO RELATION to my math exam, but it was cute =] and it only costed me 50cents =]
so i was walking back to the bus interchange and (another) one of the survey guys came up to me (again)... he asked me in freaking chinese where i was studying and i told him "christchurch secondary" (again)... then he asked me something in chinese, and i thought he was asking whether i was taking my o's this year, but he wasn't. then he said something again, and this time i thought he was asking which class i was in, but again he wasn't. then he asked me (in chinese) if mr chow was still around and i said yup, and he gave me a totally shocked look lols... so turns out he was asking about the TEACHERS... hahax so that guy was a senior from christchurch! *shock horror mortification* he was kinda cute, a lil like a hong junyang lookalike, but too bad he speaks chinese (gosh like hong junyang too zzz lammmmee) sad sad...
hahax so i walked on and near the escalator down to the bus interchange, i pratically predicted that this other survey guy would approach me, and he did lols =] he asked me where i was studying at (again) and i gave him the same old answer that i've been giving his other pals: "christchurch secondary school". and this time i got a different reaction (finally!) "what? you mean you're not 18???" i just smiled and nodded, then walked off. can't remember if he wished me good luck for my o's too ha hahee ha =] but oh well aint it amusing? i didn't know formal wear makes you look older ha~
anyways gotta get going now... gotta revise for mad math and sucky social studies... zzz i wish ss wasn't created =[[ really i do =[[ Labels: exams, funny, street life, teenage life
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another destressing thingie ha~
Thursday, November 02, 20065:44 AM
http://www.mostfungames.com/poke-the-penguin.htm
cute lil penguin... dun push your luck with it ha hahee ha...Labels: games, penguins, randominity
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sighs
5:23 AM
cry?
i would cry
but my eyes are too dry
tears?
what are tears?
i've forgotten them over the years
smile?
what's its like to smile?
teach me again for a while
sleep
what is sleep?
i thought it wasn't something cheap
die?
i would die
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good for destressing =]
Wednesday, November 01, 20066:03 AM
http://sg.video.yahoo.com/video/play?vid=a68524eefaa6dd2edd345cbd21061505.693407&cache=1
when animation comes to life and becomes ungrateful =DLabels: animation, funny, video, yahoo
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